Since I was fifteen years old I’ve imagined what it would be like
To pour profanity out of my mouth and onto your skin,
To stain your clean, white exterior
With the skid mark of unspoken truths.
How does it feel?
To you its shitty and to me its beautiful
Its expressive
Its free
To you its just some disgusting colour spilled on your once white stained walls
And now you have an idea of how I felt growing up
In the confines of the four mildewed save me I’m falling apart walls
You now have an idea of how I felt starting the new school year with clothing from 3 school terms ago,
Pants above my knees
My friends called them “nigga minis”
Socks dinged
And sneakers choking my feet
And when they’d look at me with those scorn filled condescending eyes
And all I wanted right them was to wish them away like in those fairy tales
And now I know
Now I know how you feel
How you react
Now I know it makes you squirm and quiver
To see your white walls being modified
How did it feel to see me splash those colorful
words all over your pale surroundings
You call it poetic vandalism I call it explicit poetic graffiti.
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